1.20.2007

It's magical

Let me tell you that 2005 and on have been some of the most frustrating and ridiculous years in sports for me. First the White Sox win the World Series, then the Cardinals win the World Series. And now the Bears are two wins from being Super Bowl champs. This on top of Boston sports being phenomenal with the Patriots and the Red Sox means that I am left in the cold with my Cubs and Packers. Heck, Illini basketball is slacking. The only thing I have a huge hope for in the near future is Illini football, although we won't have The Chief anymore (that's another story all together...) It has been fun to be caught up in the frenzy though, as depressing as it may be. I enjoy seeing people get caught up and enjoying their teams success. They are straight up happy and it is utterly amazing how rallying around a sports team can help a group of people come together. Now I am watching the Illini play on Paint the Hall Orange Day against the #3 Wisconsin Badgers and they just tied up the game. What an exciting thing sports is.

You don't wear a rosary

Yes, I am alive. Yes, you're reading this because you stumbled across it or you received notification that it was written. But I am alive and I had a good break from writing my life down for everybody. But now I'd like to get back to it. So in an effort to let you know what's going on, and to not make it seem tedious, I am gonna make it a series of short posts and unveil them all at once.

My first...it is good to be back in Champaign. It is sooooo good to be back with no pressure of finals for a while and a chance to restart. I like second semester more anyway because the weather just progresses to nicer and nicer and I have people I've already connected to and now I can grow in more one-on-one relationships with them and grow those awesome friendships. I'm also excited that Illini Life is starting our change with Home Fellowships. It is excellent.

As for the title, I got asked by a pan-handler for money a couple of days ago and he asked for gas money, when clearly gas wasn't his goal. He then threw down that he needed it in the name of Jesus, and maybe he did. Perhaps I shouldn't judge...but you just don't wear a rosary. It isn't a necklace...

11.14.2006

So I once again am trying new technology

I have Firefox 2.0, yes I do. It is good. I am currently looking at something called Performancing, which is a way to post to my blog directly from my browser without opening a new window with my blog in it. So this is me trying that out



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11.02.2006

November


I really find it hard to think that it's actually November. This year has flown by. At the same time it has seemed like forever since I celebrated the coming of '06 with friends at home. Now I'm well into my first semester of my Junior year. I'm closer to done with college than not at this point. Part of my reason to write this is procrastination, so please excuse that.

My church on campus is currently undergoing some major overhaulin' in the model we use for ministry and it's been a very interesting thing for me. We've had lots of conversations and dialogue on the subject, and while I initially hated the idea of change, I am slowly warming up to it. I know it requires me to step up and actually follow a challenge to be involved instead of just doing what I'm 'supposed to.' I'm excited about the ideas and the changes. For those involved in the church that have no idea what I'm talking about...shoot me a line.

I've been looking at schedules for next semester and I'm pretty excited about the way things are gonna look class-wise.

I think this semester I've learned how far I am still from being what God's image for humanity is. I fall short on a lot and have a lot to learn. I've seen my communication with him change, and I've seen the way he's working in me change. He's not just a static God, but very fluid and always changing how he interacts with us so we can still experience him. I think something I need to work on is seeking interaction with him. Something I really desire is to be in communication with him, and that requires a two way street. That means me listening. In the spiritual disciplines class I'm in right now, the idea of using solitude and silence to open ourselves to God, and using them as even our 'default mode' can really help to open our hearts and minds to his words. So I guess that's something I really desire to work on.
Right now though...Whether I desire to work on it or not, I am gonna work on my ME 310 lab.

10.26.2006

Nerd Jokes


A mathematician, a physicist, and an engineer are trying to find the volume of a red bouncy ball. The mathematician measures the circumference, the physicist puts the ball in a beaker, and the engineer looks up the serial number in his red rubber ball handbook.

An engineer, a physicist, and a mathematician are stuck on a desert island. one day, a can of food washes up on the beach, and the three contrive to open it. the engineer says, "let's hammer the can open between these rocks." the physicist says, "that's pretty crude... let's use the force of gravity by dropping a rock on the can from that tall tree over there." the mathematician says, "i've got a much more elegant solution. first, assume the can is already open..."

10.23.2006

Megachurch, Marathon, and Mencia

This weekend I experienced 3 things I have never experienced before. Here are my thoughts on these events and how they affected my life...


Megachurch - I went to Willow Creek Community Church this weekend and it was intense. It was on a Saturday, so there were a few less people, but I still was in a building with so many folks that I didn't know what to do. I went in very critical of the megachurch concept, and I came out intrigued. I wanted to see what they would do and I realized that a lot falls on the congregation. These people get themselves involved in different ministries, and they really are into outreach and inviting friends to their very seeker friendly largegroup service. Is the building gaudy?...you bet your sweet cheeks it is. But that's what it's supposed to be. This is South Barrington, Illinois. This is a rich community and they are all about their jumbotrons and their orchestral worship bands. It's pretty sweet. This is the part of the capital 'C' Church that belongs in this part of the world. It would not make sense to people in other parts of the world, but I think it works great for the people there. They provided a lot of real, relevant thoughts, and put them out there in fun ways. These involved thought provoking powerpoint slides, an entertaining skit, and a sermont hat pointed right to Christ. I get the impression that in a seeker friendly service, the Gospel gets preached each week, and that's how it should be. I did leave the place curious as to how their smaller groups work and how in community people feel. It can be easy to get lost in a large group like that, but maybe tat makes it ok to just show up. I also am seeing an analogy between the megachurch idea and a large public university. I think it can be very easy to get lost and be a number and being there to check things out and get in, do your thing, and get out. But if you really want to, you can plug in, get involved, and really experience it to it's full.

Marathon - So just about 48000 people ran 26.2 miles yesterday and that totals to about 1.25 millions miles logged on runners shoes, just in that race. That's pretty intense. It was an incredible spectacle seeing people in a herd mentality. People were part of something. They were all doing this together. And it didn't matter who you were. There were world class runners, old men, recovering cancer patients, wheelchairs, and many more competing. But they all had the same goal of finishing that race. That's nuts, and I'm not gonna lie. I didn't like the idea. It seems retarded to just put that pain on your body. To go through that kind of stress seems ludicrous. On top of that, there are a few hundred thousand spectators and racers and that just isn't pleasant seeing that many people crammed into one place. As the race went on though, I began to see things. And that is the belonging as well as the human spirit. People ran longer distances than they'd ever run before because they were spurred on by other runners that wouldn't quit. They were pushed on by fans that cheered for them even though they didn't know their name. People want to love...people want to cheer. I saw that today. Runners with no personal supporters were cheered on, smiled at, and given water. When 'the wall' came, people were supported, having their backs patted by fellow runners. The last .2 miles showed some of the most amazing raw human moments I've seen in a while. I saw a father pick his daughter, probably about three years old, up out of the crowd, and she finished the race with her daddy. I saw couples holding hands finishing the race together. There were people limping, hobbling, and sprinting to the finish. There was a man who was letting out an intense scream that there was no doubt he was loving it and loving the competition, the drive, and the triumph. I am utterly astounded that these people loved this, but at the same point...it hits just the right string in my heart that I can hear the tune. I know what's going on, and I wanted to join in. I cheered in my head, I prayed for their safe finishes, and I smiled at their goofy outfits. I see my girlfriend (who finished in 4:32...well under her goal. CONGRATS!) in pain today and I know just a bit how that feels from my days as a high school athlete and realizing how good pain can feel. It makes you feel alive and gives you a hint of life to it's full.

Mencia - So I got back to Champaign from the marathon just in time to make it to the show that my roomates and I had bought tickets for so many months ago. We went to see Carlos Mencia in The Punisher Tour. It was an interesting spectacle to be sure. I had never seen a comedy show live, and to be honest, I wasn't incredibly excited about it. But I went, as I had spent the 30 dollars, and had never been to a comedy show, so why not see a popular and controversial comedian. I took my seat in anticipation of it being kind of short, full of witty jokes about race and things of that nature, but it showed up as so much more. It was something I wouldn't have gone to if I had known what it was going to be, but what the heck. It started off with silhouttes of girls dancing on the sides while videos from his tv show, The Mind of Mencia, played on a center screen. They Carlos (born Ned) had his brother come out and fire up the crowd telling us about a slew of basic race commentary jokes before a female comic came out complaining about the usual, "skinny bitches", men and their sex, and other things that would make a parent cringe. She was defintely meant to be an opening act. Then a comedian by the name of Jo Koy came out and wamed the crowd a bit more. He pulled his asian card out and made a slew of jokes on people having assumptions about asians. That struck hilarity with me, going to school on this campus and seeing a lot of the stereotypes he mentioned either confirmed or dealt with. Finally, the last act before Mencia was a dwarf, whose name I cannot recall. This guy was also hilarious. He spoke a bit of his childhood growing up with dwarfism as well as other jokes about being short and a few other thoughts. This all set the stage for the main act...Carlos Mencia. Mencia covered a lot in an hour and about forty-five minutes. He started off with his basic act of racial commentary and jokes and it slowly turned into 'white guilt.' White people feel guilty about things their race has done and feel like they can't loosen up due to fear of offending others. But what about the people that are offended and get violent? Interesting thought to me. Then he moved on to a social commentary in the form of talking about issues beyond race and even up to his upbringing. Finally, Mencia held and Q&A session where people could ask anything. He ended with breaking down how he builds an act. The show ended with him mooning the crowd and sitting on a girl's lap. It was an intense show with plenty of vulgarity and controversy. There were protesters outside and the show definitely brought up some interesting thoughts. I really think that Mencia is a guy that I would love to sit and eat a meal with and just talk about social issues. He sounds like he's got some interesting points, although his idea of God seems to be far different from mine and I'd love to hear what shapes his.



OK, that was my weekend. Enough is enough.

10.18.2006

I will continue to further the recognition of this video



I saw this on the front page of Youtube, and I thought it rocked my flippin' mind. So check it out. It's very insightful.

Oh, ps: I got a B+ on Quantum Physics. This is the best I've done on a physics course at the U, and it is the hardest of the courses in many opinions. That is a very exciting point for me and I am so glad for that.

Oh, go buy the Ore-Ida curly fries...they rock