Thoughts in a different fashion

So iLife had our semi-formal tonight. It was great. It also opened up some thoughts in my heart. This blog has gone back and forth from updates to cool things I've found online to thoughts...this rolls in under the category of thoughts.

• I keep getting picked up and torn down by God and I wonder why....Delight in the Lord and you will have the desires of your heart..so am I not delighting, is he waiting to give me things later, do I not know the desires of my heart?
• I for some reason have some real desire to believe every lie thrown at me about me. The truth is hard to hold on to. Why is it that way? I guess I have to deal and these are where my real wounds and pains lie. In these categories of my life.
• I love the peeps in my iTeam and beyond and they're the fellowship God has given to me and blessed me with.
• I need to get my shtuff straight and know what is gonna matter to me and make me what God wants me to be...to cast aside the burdens and run the worthy race.
• I feel as if people see me as 'that kid.' Especially in iLife. I feel as if I'm expected to be a kid and do the immature thing and not be taken seriously and that carries into a lot of aspects of my life.
  

Just some thoughts that I'd let you know are hittin' my head right now. I would love to let you know what all is up there, but I must guard my heart etc blahdy blah blah.

In conclusion, the semi-formal was a blast. Don't let this stuff let you believe otherwise. I had a lot of fun making silly dances up and just hanging with my friends. I really did have loads of fun. Check out the pics from it on facebook for proof. I'm out.

SOTD - 5 - The Packers have the 5th overall pick in the NFL draft tomorrow and I really want AJ Hawk. I hope nobody takes him earlier than us, as the Texans already messed things up by signing Mario Williams instead of Reggie Bush. T'will be interesting come tomorrow...