LOST

God, I feel lost and confused at this moment. I feel like I'm over-dramatizing things that don't need a ton of drama put upon them. I don't get why I'm freaking out God. It's like stuff is getting my crazy down and confused. I don't know if you're confusing me on purpose, or if I'm freaking out because I can't let myself trust in you. It's ridiculous. I just feel like I'm going to burst. I feel like I'm not trusting people, I just don't get what's going on. I lay myself before you to freak out and hopefully figure it out. God, I want to trust in you.



(As for other things, Upper Room was great tonight. Although I just can't seem to sty encouraged. What in the heck... I got to talk to Mike from across the hall last night and it was great. He's such a cool guy. I'm off to bed though. I need sleep so I can get some stuff done tomorrow.)