A pathetic being

That is what I am. Completely unworthy of my Lord. I go and spend a glorious time with him and then let myself go forsake it by getting WAYYYYY to pissed off because I got beat by Ty again at Madden. I mae a couple mistakes and they came back to haunt me. It kinda pissed me off, I won't lie. I did everything in my power to win, and then he was gay and ran the clock out. Which is completely his right, but still frustrating to no end. LOOK AT ME...I'm complaining about it now, even though I know it's completely wrong and pathetic to complain about it. I'm such a bad person in that case. I really need to simmer myself down or something. As for the rest of my life, things are good, other than once again, I get angry way too quickly...which isn't something I've done recently, but is definitely part of my past. I'm really trying to keep myself calmer. I need to work EXTRA hard at that. But there are good things going on. I'm OFFICIALLY done with TAM 210 as I just took the final exam tonight. I got to talk to some crazy quad preachers that were some pretty condemning folks. It really sadened me to know that they thought I wasn't a follower of Christ and was only paying him lip service. Another point in my sporadic post...I bought the new Relient K EP, Apathetic. And it's awesome. It comes highly recommended. And at that note, I will clear my head and go to sleep.