WHAT THE FJKLEDJTEWTOIRWUE*()%RU$#W*U*$()#@()

I am SOOOO pissed of right now...because of a video game...yes a video game. Turns out playing with people takes up my time too much too. Justin beat me at Madden and friggin' Imig beat me at NFL Street2. I AM FRIGGIN' ANGRY...why? Because I'm a bad person? No, because I just am a bad sport and I really am not perfect in the eyes of God, or in the eyes of anybody else. I am so bad at getting pissed when I'm being beat instead of just accepting somebody being good. FKLERJEIOWU%@)*U$()@#*$()#*@!()*$)#@!(*()%^*#@)$%*EWILgfa. I'm actually really concerned about this. I shouldn't be this angry from a football game. I shouldn't be yelling and screaming. I need to respect other people. I think I need to not play for a bit or something because it's just ending up uglier and uglier. I really am angry inside right now. I'm kind of scared by it right now. It's not good. Pray that I let that anger subside from me.


On a different note. Justin played very well...he really has gotten better. He straight beat the crap out of me. He ran for more yards against me in one game than many people have in 5-6 games. He had phenominal blocking somehow and somehow T.J. Houshmanzadeh had more yards than somebody with TO could have against me. It sucks. But he beat me fair and very square. So, whatever